Dec 19, 2004 18:04
ok. i didnt get paid friday.. FUCK. but apparentally at least a couple peopel care. which is nice to know. but i work fucking christmas eve....holy shit..that sucks i need to just relax. i need to se a shrink...but i told my mom that i wanted to but she said that i wouldnt tell him the truth even if i did go.....how the hell can she do that? how does she even know. i needed to talk to someone today, just to get everything off my back... but i never picked up the phone. i need to do that more, pick up the phone and talk to some one...the impersonality of aim it suck ass.
*Why is it so hard not to dig a BLADE into my wrist?*
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