my thoughts are too numerous

[dr_lam]

i have too much running through my mind
for my own good. i need to read. i love
to read, but sometimes i just don't want
to actually do it. i just want my phone
to ring and to talk about what happened.
i need closure. i need to resolve all of
these loose ends. i can't keep this up.
i guess we deal with things in different
ways. i like to confront and fix things,
while you get uncomfortable and run away.
i need you to stay. i need you to be able
to talk to me and to work this out. it's
just that i can't have one more person
leave. i just don't want you to be.

contemplative:lauren