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Ack, I've become such a boring person since I left Texas. All I do now is sit around, burn cds, and play on the computer. Mind you, that is what I do when I'm not doing school related things. Even then I just go and come back. I want to go and hang out with people and do stuff. I'm not like lonely or anything, simply anxious for something to happen. There isn't any excitment in my life like there used to be. I miss having crazy adventures.
And another thing, I've talked to quite a few people trying to find a bud hook up, but it seems like the area that I live in is almost totally drug free. What' that about? Could it be that I live in a place where everyone is happy and satisfied with their lives, so they dont need to rely on substance abuse to find contentment? If that is the case, I don't like and frankly I find it disconcerting. Maybe I just need to go up to Hollywood. There has to be depressed people looking for escape in that place, right? RIGHT?
And another thing, I've talked to quite a few people trying to find a bud hook up, but it seems like the area that I live in is almost totally drug free. What' that about? Could it be that I live in a place where everyone is happy and satisfied with their lives, so they dont need to rely on substance abuse to find contentment? If that is the case, I don't like and frankly I find it disconcerting. Maybe I just need to go up to Hollywood. There has to be depressed people looking for escape in that place, right? RIGHT?