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FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK my professor hates me already and im fucked for my meeting with her tomorrow... were supposed to go over a research paper which i havent written yet, but honestly, maybe ill focus on everything but because i also have a book to read, a proposal to write, three readings, and a questionarre before 10AM... hmm, fuck me, times like these make me wish i was a billion times more organized and responsible and i didnt have ADD. i honestly dont mind ADD but when it comes to getting focused and my slow transitioning when i have shit loads to do, it sucks balls. i mean im writing an lj entry instead of getting on it- plain stupid. well, i wrote one paper and did some art hw today.. bad me....... ahhhhhh! i think im just going to say fuck it about the paper and maybe set up a new meeting? i dont even know cause monday another paper is due. well, this blows. i better get to work. shes going to be so mad. ill say i forgot, she forgot we had meetings all together twice, so she gets the art of forgetting. the only one im really hurting is myself, but screw that, i have a guster concert in VT wednesday and there is no way im missing it to catch up, but maybe friday night i can stay in and do work.. holy shit, i have another paper due on monday!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
well, in conclusion, i think this belief paper will have to go on the shelf for now cause the new stuff is creeping up and if i get more behind im going down hardcore. ok, i figured it out. im not going out this weekend and im going to write papers and do art work and read hardcore. ok... someone call me and tell me friday night everything will be okay if i just go back to my room and get shit done. same the next night and the next night. tell me TV will fuck me over and its not worth it this weekend. okay. im gonna go work my ass off. maybe i wont even sleep. but the models coming to art class and i really need to be awake cause ill need to work fast. i dunno, im rambling, goodnight.
well, in conclusion, i think this belief paper will have to go on the shelf for now cause the new stuff is creeping up and if i get more behind im going down hardcore. ok, i figured it out. im not going out this weekend and im going to write papers and do art work and read hardcore. ok... someone call me and tell me friday night everything will be okay if i just go back to my room and get shit done. same the next night and the next night. tell me TV will fuck me over and its not worth it this weekend. okay. im gonna go work my ass off. maybe i wont even sleep. but the models coming to art class and i really need to be awake cause ill need to work fast. i dunno, im rambling, goodnight.