Nov 01, 2005 00:47
as usual a random entry and this time i wont make a false promise that now all of a sudden im gonna regularly update. anyway, just thought id give the 411 on college.. its pretty damn awesome! i'm thinking now i wanna major in education and minor in environmental science, but we'll see.. haha, it amuses me how a month ago i wouldve said psych and then minor in art. my study habits still suck, but slowly they are getting better. i really like my friends and everything about school. my best friends here id probably say are erin and emily, who im sure will come visit larchmont along with whoever else.. i dunno what else, hmm, i have my closest friends and then other people who i hang out with too, and a bigger group of us, and then the random other kids from classes who im friends with on my own. specifically, im trying to think, but i cant really think of anything defining to give you, given the generality and that i never wrote about college at all. there are more girls then boys, less pot then expected, its no frat school but good parties do exist, and i really like most of what im learning too which is always good. i fucking need to learn to steady my habits. i go to the gym, i do my work, i keep my room clean, but im inconsistant as always. i feel like i have a lot to learn, which is kinda fun, knowing i can still do whatever i want and grow up just a little bit longer, of course being irresponsible on weekends. maybe thats it- i need to know when its ok to let go and when i should close my door and do work. the fucking soft serve is killing me, by the way.. they have gummy bears and its so hard to say no! gummy bears and soft serve are my weakness! but anyway, im in the middle of an ink painting and its already 1, so i better get back to the studio so i can collapse in bed and do my other work... see, today is one of those, daniella being an asshole on another planet and forgetting about her work. but im really really happy and im finally extremely secure about my friendships at home too. i know when i get back everyone who matters to me will still be there and here i have school kids. i havent completely fallen off the world, i just get caught up here. love you guys, d