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today, for the first time, i found a white hair. an honest to god white hair nestled right in there next to all the brown ones (the nerve).
i dont know why, but i was completely distraught by this stupid fucking white hair. maybe because im such a basket case right now about the future and being an adult and getting older. maybe because thats the moment i realized i might be the littlest bit vain when it comes to my hair (which is really a stupid thing to be vain about, its just protein that grows out of your head). anyway, i stewed about it for a few hours then finally pulled it out - well see if two grow back in its place.
in other news (despite the rather distressing appearance of the hair) i feel fortunate today. i feel grateful to be alive, and i feel grateful to be surrounded by love, and i feel grateful to be so in love.
i suppose even the hair isnt SO bad. i do have 109,999 more (or so says wikipedia).
i dont know why, but i was completely distraught by this stupid fucking white hair. maybe because im such a basket case right now about the future and being an adult and getting older. maybe because thats the moment i realized i might be the littlest bit vain when it comes to my hair (which is really a stupid thing to be vain about, its just protein that grows out of your head). anyway, i stewed about it for a few hours then finally pulled it out - well see if two grow back in its place.
in other news (despite the rather distressing appearance of the hair) i feel fortunate today. i feel grateful to be alive, and i feel grateful to be surrounded by love, and i feel grateful to be so in love.
i suppose even the hair isnt SO bad. i do have 109,999 more (or so says wikipedia).