What makes you angriest?
What makes you angriest?
Now that is one damn good question. Getting thrown off surgeries pisses me off. Being stuck on the damn vagina squad with the freak in pink scrubs pisses me off. I don’t care if I’m crass and I fuck up her career, I don’t want in on her surgeries; I really hate that woman.
You know what else? Attendings who take advantage of interns and not just by sleeping with them - yeah they piss me off. Screw them and their tendency to mess everything up for the rest of us. Favoring the girls because they have tits and put out really sucks but just generally being assholes fucking pisses me off.
Southern rednecks piss me off. When they go and are all charming and invalids who can’t even get out of bed because they are all woe is me heart patients who like to make their doctors fall for them. Oh yeah they really piss me off.
Southern Rednecks up and dying on someone who cares about them and leaving the rest of us to pick up the pieces, that fucking pisses me off. Having to watch Izzy Stevens cry her heart out while everyone else looks on helplessly that makes me angry at the damn world. So yeah maybe that’s what makes me angriest. Knowing I’m never going to compare to a fucking corpse. Or maybe its just the fact that she hurts, but that would be like sharing my secret pain right? Usually I ask for a drink before I start in on those lines.
Secret pain. Whatever. Anger is easier. And I’m just angry, I’ve always been angry. My dad was an angry son of a bitch who took his anger out on my mom, couldn’t do a damn thing about it; I just had to watch when he beat the crap out of her, curl up in my closet and pretend I was anywhere but there. I beat him though, I beat him by nearly killing him and he left and it didn’t help. My old man was always a ghost in that house.
Now we’ve all got ghosts but I don’t think anything makes me more angry than being helpless, maybe I can thank my old man for that. And right now that’s all I fucking feel, helpless, cause she’s broken and she knows it and she’s fucking giving up and that’s not Izzy. Izzy may not want to come back she may think she doesn’t deserve her M.D. but she’s a fighter - she’s always been a fighter. It’s what I’ve liked about her.
So the corpse can kiss my ass for doing this to her, if he wasn’t already dead I’d kill him.
I’m sorry was that too blunt? Am I supposed to be politically correct, we’re talking about anger here. Bite me.
Muse: Alex Karev
Fandom: Grey’s Anatomy
Word Count: 469
Now that is one damn good question. Getting thrown off surgeries pisses me off. Being stuck on the damn vagina squad with the freak in pink scrubs pisses me off. I don’t care if I’m crass and I fuck up her career, I don’t want in on her surgeries; I really hate that woman.
You know what else? Attendings who take advantage of interns and not just by sleeping with them - yeah they piss me off. Screw them and their tendency to mess everything up for the rest of us. Favoring the girls because they have tits and put out really sucks but just generally being assholes fucking pisses me off.
Southern rednecks piss me off. When they go and are all charming and invalids who can’t even get out of bed because they are all woe is me heart patients who like to make their doctors fall for them. Oh yeah they really piss me off.
Southern Rednecks up and dying on someone who cares about them and leaving the rest of us to pick up the pieces, that fucking pisses me off. Having to watch Izzy Stevens cry her heart out while everyone else looks on helplessly that makes me angry at the damn world. So yeah maybe that’s what makes me angriest. Knowing I’m never going to compare to a fucking corpse. Or maybe its just the fact that she hurts, but that would be like sharing my secret pain right? Usually I ask for a drink before I start in on those lines.
Secret pain. Whatever. Anger is easier. And I’m just angry, I’ve always been angry. My dad was an angry son of a bitch who took his anger out on my mom, couldn’t do a damn thing about it; I just had to watch when he beat the crap out of her, curl up in my closet and pretend I was anywhere but there. I beat him though, I beat him by nearly killing him and he left and it didn’t help. My old man was always a ghost in that house.
Now we’ve all got ghosts but I don’t think anything makes me more angry than being helpless, maybe I can thank my old man for that. And right now that’s all I fucking feel, helpless, cause she’s broken and she knows it and she’s fucking giving up and that’s not Izzy. Izzy may not want to come back she may think she doesn’t deserve her M.D. but she’s a fighter - she’s always been a fighter. It’s what I’ve liked about her.
So the corpse can kiss my ass for doing this to her, if he wasn’t already dead I’d kill him.
I’m sorry was that too blunt? Am I supposed to be politically correct, we’re talking about anger here. Bite me.
Muse: Alex Karev
Fandom: Grey’s Anatomy
Word Count: 469