I can't...
How...can I distance myself from this enough to last to a time when it doesn't hurt as much? I don't even know how I got to work today. I don't even know why I came to work today, I just found myself in my office.
It's hard, but...it's even worse at home.
It's just...so...so stupid. Why? She... I should have...
I miss her so much.
Why do things like this happen?