Dec 31, 2004 02:11
It's been a long december...
Tonight was a long night. I had people over my house, with the hopes of playing some poker. However, I was too drunk to play poker, so I just threw five dollars away. In fact, I'm still quite drunk.
Lot's of emotions came through me tonight. Lot's of truths came through me tonight. I think I realized a lot. It's gonna take some time to move on from where I am, but I'm ready to start. I'm just sick of bullshit happening and making me get emotional.
I could really use some WPI people right now...
I want to get out of this town because it makes me think of stupid stuff. I have to work 40+ hour weeks, and pretty much i just think about things all day, because my job is mindless. I guess that it's good because I think out my problems, but in reality, I'd rather just say, "Fuck it."
I'm gonna go pass out in my bed now... good night you assholes.
Dean