Oct 31, 2004 23:29
I think I'm in a rut.
School is going fine, friends are fine... I'm just really lonely. I feel like a pussy for saying that, but it's the truth. I miss the feelings of steadiness. I don't know what to do about it. I feel like Jim Carey in Eternal Sunshine. Things have come and gone and I'm in the fog still looking around for them.
It's hard to look around for something when it isn't there.
I think I'm going to draw Jaimie if she sends me a good picture. This should be fun.