Jan 06, 2011 18:17
Yep, I said it...I accept my inner-bitch...we all have them.
Someone asked me "Are you going to ignore me forever?"...and true to character...I ignored him. I ignored him even though he's the guy who used to be my friend for over a year. He's the guy who falls for me even though we've never met. And when I tell him I don't return the feeling because I don't think I'm capable of loving him, he went all preachy on me about it. Lines were crossed and I just simply treat him like part of the air that I doesn't need to breathe ever since.
I am so fucking cruel.
Deal.
I've warned you.
I don't know why people fails to believe me when I tell them how cruel and evil I am. They think I'm joking. Or they think that I'm just simply pessimistic...But seriously I'm just someone who knows myself well...
I look into myself and I see the kind and depth of cruelty I'm capable of....I was scared and disgusted sometimes by the things that came unbidden to my head like the devil's whisper. Sometimes it leaks through...and makes me treat people like shit.
They don't deserve that.