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Hey guys this weekend was pretty boring....
Friday- I went 2 skool like everyday and i then i came home and i couldnt fng ne 2 do ne thing with so i talked 2 Gage snd mike and alan and mike...again...and then i called gage b ak but he was already asleep so then i went 2 slep!!
Saturday- I woke up at 1 and i took a shower and then i got on the computer and i went 2 my xanga...and i was being stupid so i went onto nikkis old xanga and i started reading stuff from the days b4 she left and it literally made me cry... she was so happy and she left and then i loked at her myspace and she had some new pics and they were of how she chamged...and i talked 2 emory and nick and they made me think about some things...welll ne way so then i couldnt find ne thing2 do until i texted cory carmin and he ended up coming over and we watched the movie bullet proof monk...we just talked a lil 2 and that was nice...so he has a gf now...which is good for him..he deserves it!!! I love ya babe!! So then ...
Sunday- I did nothng all day which gives a lot of time for thinking=BAD!! I have decided that im just going 2 hold things inside mord then vent 2 50 thousand people and its finally overwhelming me... ive been fighting it so long im trying 2 be happy, and im doing a damn good job of hiding when im not ...Im tired ov everything and im giving up...i need them bbut im getting tired of putting on fake smiles ...i need them back!! w/e tho...thinking isa good thing but not excesivly thats bad thing...it makes little things piss me off...i cant wait till 2marrow...i need 2 go 2 skool and i need 2 give brad and mike and cory and adam and kevin a hug...the only bad thing is that i would do ne thing say 2 names there also but i cant..and i think that mite be the problem!
Friday- I went 2 skool like everyday and i then i came home and i couldnt fng ne 2 do ne thing with so i talked 2 Gage snd mike and alan and mike...again...and then i called gage b ak but he was already asleep so then i went 2 slep!!
Saturday- I woke up at 1 and i took a shower and then i got on the computer and i went 2 my xanga...and i was being stupid so i went onto nikkis old xanga and i started reading stuff from the days b4 she left and it literally made me cry... she was so happy and she left and then i loked at her myspace and she had some new pics and they were of how she chamged...and i talked 2 emory and nick and they made me think about some things...welll ne way so then i couldnt find ne thing2 do until i texted cory carmin and he ended up coming over and we watched the movie bullet proof monk...we just talked a lil 2 and that was nice...so he has a gf now...which is good for him..he deserves it!!! I love ya babe!! So then ...
Sunday- I did nothng all day which gives a lot of time for thinking=BAD!! I have decided that im just going 2 hold things inside mord then vent 2 50 thousand people and its finally overwhelming me... ive been fighting it so long im trying 2 be happy, and im doing a damn good job of hiding when im not ...Im tired ov everything and im giving up...i need them bbut im getting tired of putting on fake smiles ...i need them back!! w/e tho...thinking isa good thing but not excesivly thats bad thing...it makes little things piss me off...i cant wait till 2marrow...i need 2 go 2 skool and i need 2 give brad and mike and cory and adam and kevin a hug...the only bad thing is that i would do ne thing say 2 names there also but i cant..and i think that mite be the problem!