Wow i guess it was an eye-opener

[dr34ming4ever]

Wow im not happy, io havent really been since wednesday... acctyually last su,,er!! I dont know y!! I guess all that stuff that happened made me put a new perspective on my life!! I am so blah! I have been!!I think about how much has changed since last year and it makes me sick!! i cant help it, i was so happy last year, i barly ever cried, and now i feel so rocky, i could brake down at any moment!! Im not sure what to do i have been writing more poems latly, its the only way that i can get my feelings out that wont make things wose in the long run! This is like an eye opener 2 me!! I dont know how else n2 put it besides i ...here

I cant do this any more
I go through life every day
Not knowing what to do
And not knowing what to say

I cant help the way i feel
I samile but its fake
I cant help but think that
Its my life that is a stake

The happiness i should feel
Is not coming into my Mind
Instead im always sad
So i write line by line

I try 2 get my feelings out
whethr i think is will work or not
Before i go crazy from sadness
And my fake smiles are caught

EMO MUCH>!?!?!?!