Confusion on Capitol Hill.
Hn, lately i've been more confused than usual, and it's really pissed me off.
I mean, if I'm so damn wonderful and all then why would anyone try to change me.
I'm sure this'll seem like a one-sided bitching rant, but I hope not.
Lately everyone's trying to change me, and I don't like it.
Damnit. It's really pissing me off, cause if they like me how I am.
Then please don't try to change me, it's one of the only things
that gets through my nice little personal wall. I'm always changing
for some damn girl, who ends up hurting the fuck out of me in the end.
I'm just putting my foot down now, and fuck if I care now, i'm not changing.
If they really like me, then they'll change for me. Uhg, I'm just tired of this
one sided part where everyone gets to push me around and turn me into their
puppet for no reason what so ever.
Religion's also I guess becoming a big part of my life lately, seems like everyone
I meet tries to convert me, and it's really annoying, because everyone tries to
convert me. It comes across as
"What..? He's got a personality of his own? and he doesn't believe in god..
That's..THat's not right! we have to do something about it. We can't let this be!
Let's go ruin everything about him, just because we can. He has to be a mindless drone."
No thank you and fuck off. I think more and more often i'm becoming more of a hermit.
I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. On to other news. I heard that the lead singer
of MCR is gay, but I'm not too entirely sure about it. I get that feeling everytime I see him.
That's about it. I'm not so sure about the actual fact if he is or isn't. Personally, I don't care
if he is or isn't, but I'm sure a lot of ladies are going to be disapointed if he is. I also
remember hearing that someone else from that band is gay, but I'm not so sure about that.
I'd need to ask my friend again, although it may be a rumor. I just wanna see if it's true
or not. If it is, cool, if it's not then cool. Anywho, I'm out.
-0uT
P.S Har..That's a long pointless rant.
I mean, if I'm so damn wonderful and all then why would anyone try to change me.
I'm sure this'll seem like a one-sided bitching rant, but I hope not.
Lately everyone's trying to change me, and I don't like it.
Damnit. It's really pissing me off, cause if they like me how I am.
Then please don't try to change me, it's one of the only things
that gets through my nice little personal wall. I'm always changing
for some damn girl, who ends up hurting the fuck out of me in the end.
I'm just putting my foot down now, and fuck if I care now, i'm not changing.
If they really like me, then they'll change for me. Uhg, I'm just tired of this
one sided part where everyone gets to push me around and turn me into their
puppet for no reason what so ever.
Religion's also I guess becoming a big part of my life lately, seems like everyone
I meet tries to convert me, and it's really annoying, because everyone tries to
convert me. It comes across as
"What..? He's got a personality of his own? and he doesn't believe in god..
That's..THat's not right! we have to do something about it. We can't let this be!
Let's go ruin everything about him, just because we can. He has to be a mindless drone."
No thank you and fuck off. I think more and more often i'm becoming more of a hermit.
I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. On to other news. I heard that the lead singer
of MCR is gay, but I'm not too entirely sure about it. I get that feeling everytime I see him.
That's about it. I'm not so sure about the actual fact if he is or isn't. Personally, I don't care
if he is or isn't, but I'm sure a lot of ladies are going to be disapointed if he is. I also
remember hearing that someone else from that band is gay, but I'm not so sure about that.
I'd need to ask my friend again, although it may be a rumor. I just wanna see if it's true
or not. If it is, cool, if it's not then cool. Anywho, I'm out.
-0uT
P.S Har..That's a long pointless rant.