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I've reached a point in my life where I really can't take being me anymore. My life has become a mix of anger, stress, and depression.
my mom has pretty much gone off the deep end. It started with panic attacks and then supposed depression. All she does is sits in front of the T.V. all day and only gets up to use the bathroom. Today she selpt till almost two at which time she came downstairs and thou she had already been in the kitchen called my daughter downstairs to get her a glass of water!
The woman does nothing for herself, nothing! I'm suprised she manages to dress herself... Well, on the days she doesn;t sit around in what she wore to bed. Nothing gets cleaned unless I clean it which I just do 1. because I get sick of looking at a sink full of dishes and 2. To avoid a screaming match with my dad.
Oh those are fun. Just the other day he was screaming at me about our bedrooms (mine and the childrens). I think it's really funny that you say I'm not the maid and yet that's exactly how you treat me. I'm your scapegoat, your maid, your target for dumping on... Everything but your daughter which is exactly why all the more I look at you as is a sperm doner. I hate you and I always will.
I have to get away from them or I'm going to end up just like my mom, maybe worse.
my mom has pretty much gone off the deep end. It started with panic attacks and then supposed depression. All she does is sits in front of the T.V. all day and only gets up to use the bathroom. Today she selpt till almost two at which time she came downstairs and thou she had already been in the kitchen called my daughter downstairs to get her a glass of water!
The woman does nothing for herself, nothing! I'm suprised she manages to dress herself... Well, on the days she doesn;t sit around in what she wore to bed. Nothing gets cleaned unless I clean it which I just do 1. because I get sick of looking at a sink full of dishes and 2. To avoid a screaming match with my dad.
Oh those are fun. Just the other day he was screaming at me about our bedrooms (mine and the childrens). I think it's really funny that you say I'm not the maid and yet that's exactly how you treat me. I'm your scapegoat, your maid, your target for dumping on... Everything but your daughter which is exactly why all the more I look at you as is a sperm doner. I hate you and I always will.
I have to get away from them or I'm going to end up just like my mom, maybe worse.