Jun 09, 2009 17:59
Preface:
This post puts my sanity out on the line. Read or do not read. It is your choice.
Sanity is relative.
Frankly, I don't know how anyone on this planet can say they are truly "sane"; we all have crazy thoughts from one time to another.
I've had my fair share of paranormal experiences in my lifetime, some of which have enlightened me. Some have been downright frightening, while others have been annoying.
There was a period of my life (one of great turbulence) from about age 19 to 20 where I experienced a heavy concentration of these experiences, but after a while, I learned how to push them away and shut myself off from them.
And yet it nags.
Say what you will about psychics or mediums or anyone who has a supposed connection with their sixth sense, but I know what I have experienced, and I know that it is real.
I think I am at a point in my life where I am ready to deal with these experiences. If this is a gift I have, I want to be able to use it to help people.
Lately (the past few days or so) I have been having clairaudient experiences. Hearing voices, if you will. Last night I had trouble going to sleep because I kept hearing snippets of people's (who they are I know not) conversations.
I heard a little girl say "I'm sorry that I made a mistake..."
and later I heard an older man say, "Maybe next time you won't be so zephyrous with your bullshit..."
...Say whaaaaa?
How am I supposed to hone this? Whatever this is? Because for the time being, all it's doing is keeping me awake at night.
If any of you out there have experienced anything like this before, or still don't think I'm crazy after reading this, please leave a comment with any advice or whatever you see fit to posting. Thanks!
Sincerely Befuddled,
Amanda
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