Wounded
People become happy but they sometimes are wounded. wounds could be inside or outside but the feeling is still the same. we're hurt, physically or emotionally. We may hate the fact that we go crazy to someone who doesn't give a piece of shit about us but on the contrary it satisfies our mind with the thoughts that make us happy by making a simple thing a big issue.
I am a human, i get hurt. my friends do joke me that how can i be hurt if i don't even have a boyfriend, or to be precise, never had one but i am normal, i do have a crush, i do love, and most of all i do get hurt. simple words, simple actions, they hurt me. i always tell myself that i should be strong but i still cant remove the part of me that sucks, being a crybaby. i easily cry though there's no reason for me to cry. and that proves that simple promise that is broken hurts me 20 times fold.
now why do i say this? it's because i am hurt. yeah. since this is my account, and i know one stalker of mine named hannah is reading this, i can type whatever my problem is without anyone commenting good or bad about it i just want to express what i feel.
i, as a student, have a crush on someone. it's normal. it's just a crsuh anyway. but last two days ago, we had our fieldtrip at Ilocos sur and norte. and i was able to see him whole day actually i sat next to him and on his right side his gf that sucks right? i just hate the fact that there were two things that happened that i liked since it's him and me who were involved and the rest are bad vibes since it's all about them, well that's all. the thing that hurt me was the fact that i did give exaggerated meaning to the things that he did to me and as a consequence, he did it to his gf too, 100 times sweeter~ duh,,, i suck right?? well..that's all...
I am a human, i get hurt. my friends do joke me that how can i be hurt if i don't even have a boyfriend, or to be precise, never had one but i am normal, i do have a crush, i do love, and most of all i do get hurt. simple words, simple actions, they hurt me. i always tell myself that i should be strong but i still cant remove the part of me that sucks, being a crybaby. i easily cry though there's no reason for me to cry. and that proves that simple promise that is broken hurts me 20 times fold.
now why do i say this? it's because i am hurt. yeah. since this is my account, and i know one stalker of mine named hannah is reading this, i can type whatever my problem is without anyone commenting good or bad about it i just want to express what i feel.
i, as a student, have a crush on someone. it's normal. it's just a crsuh anyway. but last two days ago, we had our fieldtrip at Ilocos sur and norte. and i was able to see him whole day actually i sat next to him and on his right side his gf that sucks right? i just hate the fact that there were two things that happened that i liked since it's him and me who were involved and the rest are bad vibes since it's all about them, well that's all. the thing that hurt me was the fact that i did give exaggerated meaning to the things that he did to me and as a consequence, he did it to his gf too, 100 times sweeter~ duh,,, i suck right?? well..that's all...