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[dpsoccergirl]

so from reading comments i'm figuring i've been lied to.

when i see something that says " it's going to cut our fuckyfucky time in half"

i need to stop caring, i need to stop caring.

i can't though, and its so hard.

i try not to think about him because i know we're just going to hurt each other.

but i just miss him so much.

and i hope he has a good birthday no matter what.

but i hate my life right now

and i'm really starting to think i need help.
I wouldn't do anything stupid i just don't know how to deal with this anymore.

I hate love.
i can't take it.