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I want to be content with things, i mean i am, lifes getting better i'm getting more comfortable in my own shoes again and i'm becoming better friends with sarah and it's good to have someone to actually seriously talk to.
I want to fall in love all over again, i want to feel safe in someones arms, i want to be looked at and just know that he thinks i'm beautiful, i want to be wanted as bad as i want him, i just want to be someones SOMEONE.
I want to be an US again, i hate being a me, it gets too lonely and boring and LAMEE.
anyway, i wrote a really long 2 page or so long thing about someone i was in love with and when i re read it i realize how strong all my feelings were and are and how i love how intense love can be when you really really are in love.
wow.
Maybe i'll post it soon, not that anyone really reads my journal anymore.
Goodnight.
I want to fall in love all over again, i want to feel safe in someones arms, i want to be looked at and just know that he thinks i'm beautiful, i want to be wanted as bad as i want him, i just want to be someones SOMEONE.
I want to be an US again, i hate being a me, it gets too lonely and boring and LAMEE.
anyway, i wrote a really long 2 page or so long thing about someone i was in love with and when i re read it i realize how strong all my feelings were and are and how i love how intense love can be when you really really are in love.
wow.
Maybe i'll post it soon, not that anyone really reads my journal anymore.
Goodnight.