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I am soooo exhausted and i really don't think i'm giong to tallahasee to see brandon anymore cause all the plans are falling through, i mean it would have been nice to see him but oh welllll.
I can't stop thinking about someone that helped me grow up.
I still care about him i realized and it hurts to think about what he's doing with my life.
I guess i understand what he says when he says how bad it hurts with what i'm doing but i'm just acting like that to try and get over him.
I think i'll always love him, no matter what.
Everyone probably knows who i'm talking about.
But i do miss you, and i wish so so so bad that everything could be like how it was two years ago, when all the trust was there and we both did favors and stuff to make each other happy, not sad.
I hope you have a happy life, really, cause i do care, alot.
And i'll always be willing to have you in my life.
You're still in my heart.
And if you have anything mean to say to th is entry, just don't say it at all, i'm going to be a happier nicer person and i don't need negativity.
Thanks.
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I can't stop thinking about someone that helped me grow up.
I still care about him i realized and it hurts to think about what he's doing with my life.
I guess i understand what he says when he says how bad it hurts with what i'm doing but i'm just acting like that to try and get over him.
I think i'll always love him, no matter what.
Everyone probably knows who i'm talking about.
But i do miss you, and i wish so so so bad that everything could be like how it was two years ago, when all the trust was there and we both did favors and stuff to make each other happy, not sad.
I hope you have a happy life, really, cause i do care, alot.
And i'll always be willing to have you in my life.
You're still in my heart.
And if you have anything mean to say to th is entry, just don't say it at all, i'm going to be a happier nicer person and i don't need negativity.
Thanks.
<3