down & down & hit the floor
this is getting to be a drone. i can't be my complete self without being judged around here. bah. i miss jb terribly. it doesn't help that the place of the day is Chambord Castle, one of his favorites. motherfucker. take away the strains of being loooonely. damn, no classes today but i'd rather i did have theology. it takes up time and usually makes me feel alright about myself. i need some reading, that's what i need. but i should really study for philosophy midterm. oh man, yesterday i felt like an essay dominator! i was so overjoyed to get a B+ on philo, as well as a B+ on short history and A "good effort, well done" on my 7pager in history! wahhoooo! i even called mom to tell her. now if dear jb had been available i'd've told him and he'd've said he was proud of me. oh well.