I think I'm addicted to water.....
I drank 6 bottles of water yesterday.
Dude, my mom is like the coolest person ever. I was sitting here listening to Eminem and playing a game and my mom came in. And usually if I'm listening to music w/ bad language I'll turn it down when my mom comes in, cause that's just rude. I don't cuss in front of my mom at all, cause I think it's disrespectful, and it just shouldn't happen, thats not me, it's not how I am. But anyway, my mom start singing it! lol. I was..... weirdo!
But i love my mom.
Apparently, Jon wanted me to come over last night but no one told me about it, so he called me at like 1:30 and was like "Why didn't you come over?"
What the fuck! Seriously! I understand that Chrissy doesn't want me all over him cause he's older than me, and because she thinks I'm gonna end up getting hurt by him. But I don't know why she doesn't understand that me and Jon have one common interest in each other, and we're both ok with that. Yes, Jon is a hottie, and if Jon did ask me out, then yea, I would say "yes".... what kinda bitch says "no" to that, lol. Plus, it's more fun to break up anyway. But mooooooving on..... Jon isn't someone that I really want to date. So if he never asks me out (which he prolly never will) then thats fine too cause we still have fun when we're together. I love being around Jon cause he's so fucking funny. I'm not gonna get hurt. I'm a big girl, and I've dealt w/ more guys than Chrissy has anyway, so I don't know why she just doesn't trust me. Like Jon is so different from other guys. The only difference between Jon and other guys is his age. So we're 4 years apart, so were Chrissy and D. And if I decided to get back w/ Gary.... never gonna happen.... we'd be 4 years apart. And Chrissy and Jon have both said to me, they aren't friends. The only reason they talk to each other is b/c Matt and Jon are like brothers, and Chrissy is dating Matt. So it's not like Chrissy can give me that stupid shit about dating her friends like she did with Gary. And even if they were friends, I don't think Jon is dumb enough to listen to that kinda stupid stuff. But anyway! Me and Jon are friends, and thats about it. Yea, we hold hands, we kiss, we flirt, WHO CARES?!?! We're both single, and we both plan on staying that way, for now.
Chrissy seems to think that when and if (which I'm sure it will), but when Jon and Shannon get back together I'm gonna be like.... heart broken. But I'm not, if he wants to date her than thats fine. He'd prolly be better off that way. Plus, I don't ever, ever expect him to pick me over Shannon, he's been w/ her for 2 1/2 years and he loves her and I know that. HELLOOOOOO I'M TALKING ABOUT IT SO I OBVIOUSLY UNDERSTAND.... I know I'm not gonna end up w/ Jon and thats fine. But I'm 16... and its summer time. Can we say "F-L-I-N-G-!" Jesus. I mean seriously. It's not like I'm falling madly in love w/ this kid. I just like to kiss him.... lol.... thats horrible.
But anyway!
I think I'm going to Dirtfest, or something like that, with my wife on August 13 so she can meet the love of her life. And I get to meet, Lloyd and Triple... or something like that. Joy.
lol. anyway, I'm done for now.
-sammie-
Dude, my mom is like the coolest person ever. I was sitting here listening to Eminem and playing a game and my mom came in. And usually if I'm listening to music w/ bad language I'll turn it down when my mom comes in, cause that's just rude. I don't cuss in front of my mom at all, cause I think it's disrespectful, and it just shouldn't happen, thats not me, it's not how I am. But anyway, my mom start singing it! lol. I was..... weirdo!
But i love my mom.
Apparently, Jon wanted me to come over last night but no one told me about it, so he called me at like 1:30 and was like "Why didn't you come over?"
What the fuck! Seriously! I understand that Chrissy doesn't want me all over him cause he's older than me, and because she thinks I'm gonna end up getting hurt by him. But I don't know why she doesn't understand that me and Jon have one common interest in each other, and we're both ok with that. Yes, Jon is a hottie, and if Jon did ask me out, then yea, I would say "yes".... what kinda bitch says "no" to that, lol. Plus, it's more fun to break up anyway. But mooooooving on..... Jon isn't someone that I really want to date. So if he never asks me out (which he prolly never will) then thats fine too cause we still have fun when we're together. I love being around Jon cause he's so fucking funny. I'm not gonna get hurt. I'm a big girl, and I've dealt w/ more guys than Chrissy has anyway, so I don't know why she just doesn't trust me. Like Jon is so different from other guys. The only difference between Jon and other guys is his age. So we're 4 years apart, so were Chrissy and D. And if I decided to get back w/ Gary.... never gonna happen.... we'd be 4 years apart. And Chrissy and Jon have both said to me, they aren't friends. The only reason they talk to each other is b/c Matt and Jon are like brothers, and Chrissy is dating Matt. So it's not like Chrissy can give me that stupid shit about dating her friends like she did with Gary. And even if they were friends, I don't think Jon is dumb enough to listen to that kinda stupid stuff. But anyway! Me and Jon are friends, and thats about it. Yea, we hold hands, we kiss, we flirt, WHO CARES?!?! We're both single, and we both plan on staying that way, for now.
Chrissy seems to think that when and if (which I'm sure it will), but when Jon and Shannon get back together I'm gonna be like.... heart broken. But I'm not, if he wants to date her than thats fine. He'd prolly be better off that way. Plus, I don't ever, ever expect him to pick me over Shannon, he's been w/ her for 2 1/2 years and he loves her and I know that. HELLOOOOOO I'M TALKING ABOUT IT SO I OBVIOUSLY UNDERSTAND.... I know I'm not gonna end up w/ Jon and thats fine. But I'm 16... and its summer time. Can we say "F-L-I-N-G-!" Jesus. I mean seriously. It's not like I'm falling madly in love w/ this kid. I just like to kiss him.... lol.... thats horrible.
But anyway!
I think I'm going to Dirtfest, or something like that, with my wife on August 13 so she can meet the love of her life. And I get to meet, Lloyd and Triple... or something like that. Joy.
lol. anyway, I'm done for now.
-sammie-