So, today was a.... weird....... day, overall good, but ya know. It had it's bad points. I was just chillin watching TV all morning, I was about to get online, when Brandon came over at like, 5. He told me that he was hanging out with Aaron tonight and asked if I wanted to.. and of course said yes, as I told in my last entry. Well Brandon left then came back over, and then Aaron came. I told everyone online that I had to go, and left.
We went to Happy Harry's to see Steph for a couple seconds, then to the bank for Brandon, then to the mall. Which was pretty pointless, we just walked around. Then we went to get gas.... and then to see Kat at work, but she wasn't there. So we went to her house instead, and we all came back to my house. The ride home was fun. I was playing with Aaron's hair, and he started swerving and shiit pretending he was falling asleep. I love hanging out with them... it was so much fun. Brandon left later on, and Aaron was playing the guitar, so I just sat down and watched him. I love watching him play guitar, it's so awesome. I can't really explain it, but... it's kinda mesmorizing... corny I know, but oh well.
Ahh, something happened that made me feel like a complete weirdo today. On the way to Kat's work (coldstone creamery) Brandon goes to Aaron, "you need a girlfriend" and Aaron just goes on into it, then Brandon starts pointing to me, and goes "ashley" so of course I was like "brandon, shut up!!" and Aaron just goes " I think you're a complete asshole for talking about that right now." Ugh.... way to make me feel akward. I just felt like crawling into a corner and dying. I hate it when he does that, it makes me want to go phsyco and chase him with a butcher knife. lol. I hhhhaattteee it. Don't get me wrong, I love Brandon, he's a great friend, but if you're going to try to "hook me up" or whatever the fuck it is you're doing, do it in privite with the guy, don't do it when I'm right behind the kid, jeeeeze!!!!!!!!!
Oh well..... sleepy time
"you're in everyone I see, so tell me, do you see me?"
now you KNOW I'm bored... cause I'm doing this retarded thing
LAYER ONE
-- Name: Ashley
-- Birthdate: November 2nd, 1988
-- Birthplace: PA
-- Current Location: DE
-- Eye: blue
-- Hair: brown with red streaks
-- Height: 5' something or the other
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: 50% Irish, 25% English, and 25% German
-- The shoes you wore today: grey etnies
-- Your weakness: I have some things
-- Your fears: being alone forever..... never feeling like I'm okay
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: There's a lot...
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: it happens, because everyone is like, I'm bored, so I say, it happens... lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: what to do today, what to do today, or, about my dream that I had
-- Your best physical feature: I don't know, my eyes I guess
-- Your most missed memory: Philly, grandmoms house, the whole family together on Christmas for dinner, God I miss that sooo freaking much
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: dollar menu niggas
-- Single or group dates: group, always makes things more interesting
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas, but if I could, I'd say neither
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don't know
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino, most deff.
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: when I'm drunk... lol
-- Cuss: yeah
-- Sing: that's ashley, you can't get ashley without the singing
-- Take a shower everyday: YES, well, usually lol
-- Have a crush(es): yeah
-- Do you think you've been in love: nope
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes..... not alot
-- Get motion sickness: not usually
-- Think you're attractive: of course not
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parents: yeah, I love them to death
-- Like thunderstorms: yeah, they're soooo awesome
-- Play an instrument: I used to... (clarinet), but now it's just basically the voice, I hope I get piano classes for school when we go back, that'd be kick ass
LAYER 6: in the past month
-- Gone to the mall?: just today actually
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo: nope, never done that
-- Eaten sushi: ick no, that stuff is G R O S S
-- Been on stage: nope, I wish
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Ate cookies: yeah, yucky ones though, I spit it out lol
-- Gone skinny dipping: never done that, don't think I would
-- Dyed your hair: yep, SAMMI I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
-- Stolen anything: nope
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated : lol, helllllllll yeah
-- Been called a tease: yeah, lol
-- Gotten beaten up: nope, well, maybe from my brother
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: I don't really care, I just want to be married, before I'm old though lol. Hopefully before 35
-- Numbers and Names of Children: thought about it before, but I didn't give it THAT much thought... hopefully, 2, boy and a girl. Don't know the names
-- Describe your dream wedding: there would be so many different kinds I would love to have, but I mean, as long as it's a good time and you're with the person you love, I don't think it should matter
-- How do you want to die: peacefully
-- Where you want to go to college: where ever there's good music
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: chorus teacher, somewhere along those lines
-- What country would you most like to visit: somewhere in England... like Germany possibly, where ever there's beautiful architecture and art, stuff like that, I'd be happy to go, I had a long discussion with Sam I think about that
LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Preferanced eye color? no preferance, but I do like blue and green... but it doesn't really matter
-- Best hair color? doesn't matter
-- Short or long hair: I heart shaggy hair, something that you can entwine your fingers in and play with
-- Height: taller than me, I usually go for the tall ones lol
-- Best weight: ...? whatever
-- Best articles of clothing: as long as it isn't that gangster baggy clothes that your 500lb next door neighbor could wear, then I'm happy pretty much, but I don't really like pretty boys.. that's a turn off for meee
-- Best first date location: no preferance, as long as you can have fun and be with each other
-- Best first kiss location: as I said, as long as it's with the one you want to be with, then where ever is cool, but it's better to be in a secluded place, not in everyone view
RANDOM QUESTIONS
-Did you like the "Back to the Future" movies? my dad and I love them
-Ghosts and Witches: don't believe in them
Micheal Jackson or do you think he is a has-been? has been
-Do you speak anyother language besides English? nope
you find the "Iron Chef" humorous? never watched it
-Do you think that cheerleading is a sport? depending on the cheer leading, if it's the compititions and crap like that, then yes, of course, but if it's just rah rah football team shiit, then no
-What type of computer are you using right now? dell flat screen ( I gotta make myself look good lol)
-Do you own an article of clothing that is pleather? nope, don't think I ever would, I'm not into that leather/pleather crap
-Are you watching TV or listening to music right now?music, and I can hear my mom watching The Golden Girls, gotta love those old ladies
how is you hair put up right now? half up half down
-What time is it? 11:48 pm
-Do you enjoy Hanson's music? Why or why not? nope, just cause, I don't lol
PERSONAL QUESTIONS
-What is in your shower right now? shampoo, conditioner, razor, soap, body wash, the puff thingy
-How much of that do you actually use? all of it
-What time do you wake up in the morning? school time- 6 or later, usually later lol, I'm a bum.... but when I don't have school it's usually 12 or something, depending on what time I went to sleep
-What is your daily routine? what ever happens happens, I just go with the flow
-Do you have a lot of friends? I guess so...
-Do you have an actual best friend? a couple
-Do you live with anyone? mom, dad, my brother doesn't really count anymore....
-Your room: spacious/tiny? personal/cluttered? bare/busy? nice/ugly? spacious, cluttered, busy, ya know.... it's messy right now
-What do you like most about yourself? my mind I guess
-Does your job suck? what job?
-Do you get along with your family? of course, I love my family
-Do you enjoy the people in your everyday life? Yes, they're all great people <3
-Do you trust people? Why or why not? only some people.. I choose who to tell certain things to, but with this journal everything's out and in the open, I kinda like it that way, so I don't have to hide anything like I usually do.
-What is in your purse/bag/briefcase right now? ........... I don't have one lol, my bag is empty as of right now, and will be until I spend the night somewhere
-What defines the perfect partner for you? well, lets see.... courteous, funny, HAS to be funny, good sense of humor (you can be funny and still have a bad sense of humor), nice, loves me for who I am, can do anything and not worry about what I think because they're sure that I'd love them anyway... and if they're my "partner" I would, or they wouldn't be my "partner". Can get along with my friends, as will I theirs, we could sit around and do nothing but still be content because we're together. Preferably musically talented. But it's okay if they aren't. Are into my kind of music, but it's okay if they're into other kinds too. Isn't self consious, and won't expect me to be something that I'm not, or do something that I can't do.... I could go on for hours, so I'll just stop there
BODY QUESTIONS
Do you have good personal hygiene? I would like to think so
What _______ do you use? (if any) lol
-facewash: that stuff that makes your face really cold
-soap/bodywash: the soap in my shower.. I think it's Dove.. lol these are really pointless questions
-lotion: just the jergans shiit for moisturizing the skin, nothing fancy
-perfume: Rave or whatever, but I love LoveSpell. Although I don't usually wear perfume....
-makeup: eyeliner, eyeshadow, chapstick or lipgloss, that's about it, I don't get all into it like most do....
tothpaste: I just use it, it's that stuff with the 3 colors lol, the blue white and red.... yeahh
mouthwash: listerine, if I use it, we don't usually have it
-floss: I don't usually floss, but when I do it's the stuff in my moms bathroom that tastes like mint
-deoderent: I forget what it's called
-shampoo/conditioner: suave... I LOVE the strawberries... smells so good.But if I had my choice I'd use the Herbal Essences fruit fusions
-mints: what kind of question is that?
-hair products: brush, clips, and hair ties... that's it
-upkeep products: what's a upkeep product lol???
-Do you clean (Q-Tip) your ears? How often? after I take a shower, which is usually every day
-Are you in good physical shape? lol... nooo
do you take care of your feet? I don't pay much attention to them lol
-what are your eating habits? i dont have habits.. i dont follow schedules
-What is your hair color? you already asked that.. see above.. wherever it was
-Do you smoke/dip? smoke- only when I'm drunk.... and dip, no, my friends always try to get me to, but no, and I won't, EVER
-How often do you shower? every day usually, jeebus, what's with this shower crap?
-Do you paint your nails? If so, what color? sometimes, either blue silver or black
-Do you have more than one hairstyle? yes..
-Do you wear retainers/braces? Have you? nope, never
-Do you have contacts/glasses? nope, 20/20 vision
-Do you think that you are a healthy person? sure.. whatever
ETC
-How often do you get online? umm.. every day, for however long, depending if I'm out that day or staying in
-Do you write letters to people? only in school
-Are you afraid to ride in a plane? yeah
-Are you tired? yes, I'll end up going to bed soon, maybe after this if it ever freaking ends
-Do you want to go to sleep? yes
-Have you ever been in love? no you asked me that already
-You wish you had someone right now?yeah, I REALLY do... you people should know
-Are you away from home and do you miss it? I'm home, but I miss certain places that I considered my home once, ie springfield, philly
-Are you at home and wish you were somewhere else? kinda, not really, I wouldn't mind being somewhere else
you think that AL Gore's beard look makes him look laid back and rustic or makes him look like he's trying to look laid back and rustic? Al Gore has a beard? What does he look like again? Because I really don't care
-What is the best coffee you've ever had and where can I get it? I don't drink coffee, but I do drink cuppaccino, WaWa cold French Vanilla, yummmm
-What time is it? 12:04 am
well- that was the biggest waste of time I've ever spent