Jun 02, 2005 07:40
Hey guys what's up? Well today is Thursday, meaning yesterday was the last day of school. :[
I am really going to miss all my senior friends, it was a wonderful year with them. Of course the person I will miss the most is Alex, :[ i'm so sad! I really do like him a lot even though some people think it's just an obsession or what-ever nobody understands only Jossy, <-- sometimes. But what-ever I don't mind because I know what I feel for him. Anyways I know i'm going to see him again and when I do ;], hehe what-ever yeah it's not over but it's going to be so strange going to school and not seeing him around because ever since my freshman year the firstday of school that was what I looked forward to seeing. Can you believe that? Crazy I had a crush on him the first day of my freshman year when I first saw him. Ahh memories, It was awesome! <3 Anyways enough about Alex because honestly I could go on and on and I bet everyone is tired of hearing his name, hehe. Okay so this upcomming year is going to be awesome! We are going to make our senior year one heck of a year! ;] Woop woop class of 2006!!!* I can't wait I have to get together with the girls so we could plan out cute shirts to make ;].
Anyways this summer I hope I get to hangout with all my friends and keep in touch and also I wan't to party a lot! Oh and I don't know if I want a job. :[ Like a summer job, hehe. Okay so yeah I miss everyone!!! <3 Guys don't forget me because I am not forgetting you guys, lol.
Devin is mad at me and I think he is not talking to me anymore and it really sucks it ended this way because he doesn't understand that I try. Actually let me shut up because I completely understand him. I just wish he could atleast give me a chance to be his friend, but yeah he doesnt want anything with me last night he kept sending me all these mean text messages telling me that he had it with me and that he is moving on because he is not going to wait for me for 50years and to not call him or bother him and to leave him alone. :[ I admit it it was so hard reading that but Jossy was right this was comming why? Because I was such a bitch to him, I don't blame him and now he is leaving in 6days and I wont see him no more. :[
Goodbye.