Why do I feel so Strange
Sometimes I find myself starring into space, imagining the perfect guy, but I already know what the perfect is like, I have seen him, felt him. Everyone says that there is no such thing as the perfect guy, but what if there is. That one guy that can make you smile and frown at the same time. Smile becaue he is so great, but frown because you cant be with him. Is that humanly possible? Yes it is, because at the moment, I am experiencing a situtation quite like this.
When I am around him, I pray that the minutes could be longer, and when I am away, they wont go by fast enough. Whoever is reading this must be thinking that I am crazy in love, but I am, I haven't felt this way about soemone in a really long time. Why is it that we can have people in our lives who will give anything to be with us, and we want nothing to with them, yet the people that we will give anything to be with, don't care.
A long time a ago I though I knew what it was like to be in love, but I was tto damn young to know what love felt like. I'm not saying that I love this guy, but I can say that I am in love. I don't what to do to distance myself from him, it's almost as if wherever I run to get away from him, there he is. All I want is a sign that something will happen between us, something meaningful, and I will be happy. If not I need to know that he isn't Mr. Right Now, so that I can move on with my life. Right now I am sort of just hanging around waiting for him to make up his mind, and I cant do that anymore.
"Whenever I wanna smile I know exactly what to do. I just close my eyes, and think of you."
When I am around him, I pray that the minutes could be longer, and when I am away, they wont go by fast enough. Whoever is reading this must be thinking that I am crazy in love, but I am, I haven't felt this way about soemone in a really long time. Why is it that we can have people in our lives who will give anything to be with us, and we want nothing to with them, yet the people that we will give anything to be with, don't care.
A long time a ago I though I knew what it was like to be in love, but I was tto damn young to know what love felt like. I'm not saying that I love this guy, but I can say that I am in love. I don't what to do to distance myself from him, it's almost as if wherever I run to get away from him, there he is. All I want is a sign that something will happen between us, something meaningful, and I will be happy. If not I need to know that he isn't Mr. Right Now, so that I can move on with my life. Right now I am sort of just hanging around waiting for him to make up his mind, and I cant do that anymore.
"Whenever I wanna smile I know exactly what to do. I just close my eyes, and think of you."