Not much longer now!

Feb 24, 2005 15:48

well time seems to be standing still right now and it SUCKS!!! 41 days, 5 1/2 weeks left.. I'm just a lil excited... My cousin is in bootcamp right now.. I dont think he likes it very much but then again your not really supposed to enjoy bootcamp. Its going to be hard for me to leave Zot. we've gotten so freaking close since I've been home..I've realized there are so many fake people in my life who only are there when it benefits them. I hate that.. oh well I guess there is going to be a lot of people like that throughout my life.
On another note. so there is this guy that I am in major like with. well I kinda have been for a long while now. just I never thoguht about it cuz I never saw him. so I didnt think about it. well since i've been home i've been hearing about him and seeing him more and he is freaking amazing. An awsome guy one of the rare ones, but he doesnt want me, and well its complicated. I dont wanna say too much but it sucks.. this guy is the kind of guy I want to end up with. But I guess its good that things arnt going to happen there cuz I am leaving and I have things I wanna do before I settle down.. ahh nonsense..

oh I cut my hair again like halle berrys in catwoman. I like it..
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