and the hits keep comin
When did it become Monday? When did I become an adult? Anyone?
I've had so much bad news come at me this weekend, I can not possibly take another piece of it. My brain feels like it has literally shut down and I'm about to just give in here, kids. My Mom gave me two other less than sunny tidbits last night and all I could do was stare at her. The stress is, shall we say, piling up.
My friend J will be in town for the next couple of days. I honestly wonder how this girl is holding it together, because I would be a complete wreck. She not only has to deal with her own grief over her father's death, but she's in charge of his estate as well. It's mind boggling.
We're having a battle of wills, J and I. I've known her father more than half my life and he loved me like one of his own. But she is trying to console me and I'm trying to do the same for her and it's turning into a lock down. It's kind of amusing; as much as it can be in the circumstances. The worst part about it all is that I can't do anything for her. Nothing. She needs to just..."be", but I want to fix it all. And she wants answers and has none and it breaks my heart not to be able to give them to her.
I'm grasping on to any bit of happy happy, joy joy I can find today. Sadly, I have found it in being a complete raving witch to Mike, the religious martyr. (He's baaaack!) He was screaming about some nonsense and for the love of Jack, how the man finds me in a crowd is beyond me. I think he has some sort of whore-dar or something. But! I released some stress by telling him a thing or two about what a fucktard he is. I have to say, it felt real good.
Anyone see "Be Cool" over the weekend? That might be an event for this evening if I can convince J to leave the house. Reviews and opinions are welcome.
PSA: If you do not have the Garden State soundtrack, then I suggest you buy it ASAP. If you have not seen the movie, then you really should knock it off and see it AND THEN get the soundtrack. Bye now.
I've had so much bad news come at me this weekend, I can not possibly take another piece of it. My brain feels like it has literally shut down and I'm about to just give in here, kids. My Mom gave me two other less than sunny tidbits last night and all I could do was stare at her. The stress is, shall we say, piling up.
My friend J will be in town for the next couple of days. I honestly wonder how this girl is holding it together, because I would be a complete wreck. She not only has to deal with her own grief over her father's death, but she's in charge of his estate as well. It's mind boggling.
We're having a battle of wills, J and I. I've known her father more than half my life and he loved me like one of his own. But she is trying to console me and I'm trying to do the same for her and it's turning into a lock down. It's kind of amusing; as much as it can be in the circumstances. The worst part about it all is that I can't do anything for her. Nothing. She needs to just..."be", but I want to fix it all. And she wants answers and has none and it breaks my heart not to be able to give them to her.
I'm grasping on to any bit of happy happy, joy joy I can find today. Sadly, I have found it in being a complete raving witch to Mike, the religious martyr. (He's baaaack!) He was screaming about some nonsense and for the love of Jack, how the man finds me in a crowd is beyond me. I think he has some sort of whore-dar or something. But! I released some stress by telling him a thing or two about what a fucktard he is. I have to say, it felt real good.
Anyone see "Be Cool" over the weekend? That might be an event for this evening if I can convince J to leave the house. Reviews and opinions are welcome.
PSA: If you do not have the Garden State soundtrack, then I suggest you buy it ASAP. If you have not seen the movie, then you really should knock it off and see it AND THEN get the soundtrack. Bye now.