I got some color!
So...i got it! I'm now 9th cue yellow AKA i promoted to my yellow belt...it makes me happy...yet i still feeel i shouldnt have gotten it...i messed up in my kata.i couldnt hear hanshi...but oh well..
...i guess i need a lot of work in fighting too....i dunno what to do. i feel that i suck at fighting...meh....but! apparently i was ready and deserved to get my yellow belt if you have a sensei, shihan, and hanshi telling you that you promote....
...i guess i just need to work harder towards my next belt as eric said...
god i need to learn to think positively....a bit hard since my mother tends to restrict me still of everything i can relaxin...and i have people who put me down in everything that i feel is RIGHT
...i guess i need a lot of work in fighting too....i dunno what to do. i feel that i suck at fighting...meh....but! apparently i was ready and deserved to get my yellow belt if you have a sensei, shihan, and hanshi telling you that you promote....
...i guess i just need to work harder towards my next belt as eric said...
god i need to learn to think positively....a bit hard since my mother tends to restrict me still of everything i can relaxin...and i have people who put me down in everything that i feel is RIGHT