A loss of ideas...
I don't know what to do anymore with just about everything. I try so hard to make something work but all i end up is getting hurt...how hard is it to be happy?
These past two days, i've been crying. It sounds so pathetic..but once i'm alone the tears just start coming. Well..tonight was b/c of my mom and talking about everything. Idk...that makes this three days this week and at the rate i'm going with things, i think its gonna end up being more. I've never cried as much as i have this semester. I feel like a baby.
I know those who read this are gonna be concerned...i'm gonna be fine, but i have a lot of built up frustration from over the past few months that need to be released and as of right now the only way to let go is through crying. I do feel better.
Lol, its sad, thinking about crying is making me tear up. Hey...maybe i'll have a good night's sleep, crying usually helps with that, right?
Ugh...i just don't know what to do. People don't understand that their actions are hurting people.
I need to get away from everything...for a long time. And do something that i enjoy while i'm away. I can't just sit at home, b/c then i'll be bored. I need to go away to a place, like North Carolina and sit on the beaches and read or enjoy the weather (even though it might be a bit cold).
Sorry this is jsut rambling..i'm hurting inside so much.
i feel foolish and like a failure at so much.
I wish i had the guts to tell you how much you are hurting me...that i'm crying over you. But i don't think i'll get the reaction i intend and is therefore useless.
I'm at a loss of ideas...
These past two days, i've been crying. It sounds so pathetic..but once i'm alone the tears just start coming. Well..tonight was b/c of my mom and talking about everything. Idk...that makes this three days this week and at the rate i'm going with things, i think its gonna end up being more. I've never cried as much as i have this semester. I feel like a baby.
I know those who read this are gonna be concerned...i'm gonna be fine, but i have a lot of built up frustration from over the past few months that need to be released and as of right now the only way to let go is through crying. I do feel better.
Lol, its sad, thinking about crying is making me tear up. Hey...maybe i'll have a good night's sleep, crying usually helps with that, right?
Ugh...i just don't know what to do. People don't understand that their actions are hurting people.
I need to get away from everything...for a long time. And do something that i enjoy while i'm away. I can't just sit at home, b/c then i'll be bored. I need to go away to a place, like North Carolina and sit on the beaches and read or enjoy the weather (even though it might be a bit cold).
Sorry this is jsut rambling..i'm hurting inside so much.
i feel foolish and like a failure at so much.
I wish i had the guts to tell you how much you are hurting me...that i'm crying over you. But i don't think i'll get the reaction i intend and is therefore useless.
I'm at a loss of ideas...