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Going back Jan. 4! It's not like I want to go away early, I just don't want to be here anymore. Does that make sense? My mom is starting to bug me about leaving my shoes downstairs, getting a haircut, wearing sneakers and all that junk. And mostly, I annoy her so I'm sure she wants me to go to, lol. And my bed is too small and my room is uncomfortable and I'm bored all the time and uhhhhhhhhhh, I just want to go. I'm glad I called Dan because I'm sure he wouldn't tell me the date to leave till the night before. But I'm glad I'm going up earlier then I could have cool weather, my special pillow, a comfortable bed and I could be on my own again. It doesnt seem as homey here as it used to be. It just feels like the past and I have moved on so thats why it kind of feels weird here. I love my mom, my grandparents and my cousin, but we dont have to see each other every freakin day. lol. Well I'm glad I'm going back earlier than I thought and it was nice hanging out with my old friends. If I had a car I'd go to Orlando or Gainesville to visit them. Oh well. Maybe they can visit me. HA!!! Yeah right.