I miss you!
This week has been really tough. We had to put my cat of 16 years to sleep. First death I have experienced my whole life, for everyone who has an animal, they can relate and say "its my best friend." She's not there to annoy the hell out of me anymore..and I miss it lol. She's not there to curl up to me when I'm crying. When she was at home sick, and I was laying next to her crying, she just lied there hopeless. I miss her more than anything.
Johnny's gone. He has made me so happy these past couple months and has done things for me I dont deserve. I'm so proud & happy for him and the guys, but at the same time I'm scared. Mostly because what if he comes back and doesn't want what we've talked about anymore?
God I've had one important thing taken away from me this week...please dont do it to me again.
Johnny's gone. He has made me so happy these past couple months and has done things for me I dont deserve. I'm so proud & happy for him and the guys, but at the same time I'm scared. Mostly because what if he comes back and doesn't want what we've talked about anymore?
God I've had one important thing taken away from me this week...please dont do it to me again.