I'm Fading... Fading Away
Well yesterday Shawn came over around 3 and we went to the library and their computers were down so I really didnt even feel like looking for any books... even though I'm leaving in less than a week and I need some reading material and I dont have any money to buy books right now. sigh. I feel so freaking broke cuz I looked this morning and I saw that I only have $70 and I still havent bought any clothes for school which sucks cuz I NEED pants and pants cost like $40... and I need to go to the mall NOW cuz everyone is having sales. But I kinda dont wanna go cuz I wanna wait til AE has their new stuff in cuz the old stuff they have right now SUCKS and they havent gotten new stuff in FOREVER! I wanna wear different stuff than I did like last year (and all the years before lol) but I dont know cuz of my problems... but I wont go there lol. And I hate shopping right now cuz I always see like the cutest purses EVER and I cant buy them cuz I need my money for my clothes. This sure is becoming an unhealthy addiction... sigh.
On the bright side of things... this morning I realized that, for the first time in my life, I think I really am happy. And its not just that happy where I'm in more good moods than usual, its the happy that means that even when I am in a bad mood I know that I'll be ok soon and that I dont really have much to worry about.
On the bright side of things... this morning I realized that, for the first time in my life, I think I really am happy. And its not just that happy where I'm in more good moods than usual, its the happy that means that even when I am in a bad mood I know that I'll be ok soon and that I dont really have much to worry about.