the story of my suicide.

[doyouknowme1031]

She sits there in her misery
Salty tears upon her face
She looks back on her history
And screams out in disgrace
She’s sorry she hadn’t been better
Sorry she hadn’t been strong
She writes her words letter by letter explaining why she can’t go on
A forty- four calibre lying on her bed
As she sings a silent song
She raises it loaded, to her head
Ready to take away her wrong

I’m sorry mom for all the times I made you scream
The times I made you cry
I’m kind of hoping this is just a dream
Cuz truth is I don’t want to die
I’m sorry daddy I didn’t know
You weren’t planning on being a father
But that’s okay, IM letting go
Forget about your stupid daughter
I’m sorry dear brother, I wasn’t the best
AS you made me sit there quietly
I’m sorry I cried when put to the test:
The day you beat me brutally
I’m sorry mom I dint understand
I’m sorry dad that I was born
I’m sorry I dint follow you’re command,
And I hope you won’t be torn

In a moment everything will be going better
In a moment you will all be okay
Because in a moment I’ll be gone forever
And you can go on with your day

So I lift up my gun
And finish my song
I’m not gonna run
The show must go on
In the last of my prayers, I pull the trigger,
Blood flooding to the floor
No bigger pain
The bullet went into my brain
As they open up the door…

Reading this letter is my family;
The words of my goodbye
As I end it all in agony,
The story of my suicide.

hey guys! no i'm not gunna commit suicide. i hope u like it!!!

~MORGAN~