Jul 15, 2008 07:01
The Master padded silently into the Doctor's study. He moved ponderously slow, nearly standing on tiptoe, with his hands wrapped tightly around something.
"Theta," he breathed. His voice was hushed, excited.
"Found something. Found a gift for you..."
[This RL may get disturbing for those with weak stomachs. You've been warned...]
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He looked up from his book curiously. "A gift? What sort of gift?"
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"I found it, found a little heart in the corner of a room, it hid all this time but I found it! Shh, be careful..."
He bent down and cracked his hands apart a fraction, just enough to show a tiny ball of fur curled up inside. He clasped them shut again and gave a breathy laugh.
"It's for you. Little mouse, I found it, and it's for you. You can keep it."
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"That's a mouse there?" His voice was alert, on edge.
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"Shhhh," he whispered, "Keep it still..."
He opened his hands again, very slowly, a little wider this time. And sure enough, there was a tiny grey mouse quivering there, paws over its face. It seemed to sense the light and picked up its head, but otherwise stayed motionless.
"Found it in the kitchen sneaky, tried to run but I caught it. Now it's yours."
[I got on just to tag. XD]
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"Let it go," he said, feeling a weird sense of deja vu as he said it, eyes never leaving the small grey creature. "Look at it, it's scared, it's terrified."
((Ffff go to bed, you! I don't want you to collapse again! DX ♥))
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"...You don't want it," he said in a tiny voice. "I caught it for you, and you don't-"
The mouse had started to stir, turning in his hands - he quickly pressed them back together and stared at the Doctor with pleading eyes. He simply couldn't understand.
"Why? Was just a mouse before but now it's your mouse, for you! Why don't you want it?!"
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"No, it's not that I don't want it, but you're hurting it like that," he said in a low voice. "Let it out your hands, let it run around the TARDIS. It'll be happier that way. Look." He held out his own hands, inviting the Master to put the mouse in them.
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"N-no! You'll let it go!"
He pressed his cupped hands protectively close to his chest - and dangerously tight for the mouse inside.
"Won't let it go! It's for you, I caught it for you and it should be for you!"
The Master began to hurry around the room, scanning the bookshelves and around the Doctor's chair.
"I'll... I'll put it in a box, a little box and it won't get hurt. You can keep it there and it'll be fine and you can... feed it or summat... it'll be yours!"
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"Alright, alright, you can put it in a box if you want - a big box, mind you - but you have to put it down now, you're going to kill it like that!"
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Something in his face had changed then. Perhaps it was the eyes, perhaps it was the way his muscles seemed to tense, but there was a palpable difference... suddenly, he wasn't that harmless lost boy anymore. Wheels were turning in his head, predatory thoughts.
"...It'll still be yours," he murmured. "It's a gift, it's for you."
The Master squeezed the mouse in his fist. It thrashed and squeaked, bit fiercely at his fingers. He gritted his teeth, and there was a sudden muffled snap and a final chirp before the mouse went limp.
He opened his now-bleeding hand and seemed to pout, nudging the mouse in his palm.
"...S'got my blood on it. I'll clean it."
[...F-fuck, creep myself out.]
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He stared at it for a long moment, breathing heavily, before raising his eyes to look at the Master. The beginnings of a furious expression were starting to appear on his face.
"What did you do that for?" he demanded. "You didn't have to kill it!"
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"It's yours now," he said quietly, still gazing at it. "Caught and killed for you, can't run away anymore."
He offered it to the Doctor, eyes searching his face for approval.
"Please? It's still fine... thought that counts, right?"
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"You shouldn't have done that," he said, voice dangerously low.
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"...You never want what I give you."
He cried out in frustration and flung the mouse's body at the Doctor.
"Every time! I don't - you didn't want me to see but I know now," he said vehemently, his voice rising. "Didn't want me to know the truth, over and over, all those times I gave to you and all you do is run away from me! It's never enough, is it?! Never good enough! So I make you hurt-"
The Master looked like he had more to say, but something was bothering him intensely. He grunted and tugged at his clothes, wiped at his hands.
"No, this is filthy, filthy. This won't - it's wrong, wrong fit wrong outside - aaaugh Omega it's WRONG-!"
He flung off his shirt. "Where are my clothes," he spat.
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Finally, he latched on to the simplest thing to answer. "What do you mean, where are they?"
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"My suit, he hissed. "These clothes aren't mine."
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