*...if you asked me to...*
god school sucks
i guess that's a minor statement.
i sit in this communication class that seems to go on forever. i'm pretty much surrounded by a ton of people that i don't know and probably never really will get the opportunity to know. and i still dont know if that bothers me. like, the fact that i don't know people here...i don't know if that makes me angry or upset or if i really am just nonchalant about it all.
either way it still sucks.
i'm sick of the weather being so shitty in the morning i feel like i'm stuck in alaska or something when i wake up. it blows
so i have to go to and eye doctor's appt. tonight. that's good. maybe i'll be able to see for a while.
i'm so freakin tired of not doing anything with my life. maybe that doesn't make too much sense but it's the truth. i work, i sleep, i go to school and whenever i get the chance i hang out with elena. god do i hope that never goes away, i'd be lost without her..
i wish i did something exciting though. i also wish that boys weren't so damn stupid.
for example. i start to like someone, he makes me believe that i have a really great chance and then a week later, he doesnt know what the hell he wants. wonderful guy..
also, one minute, a guy likes a girl. he decides that he doesn't want to just be friends...he wants there to be something with her. he tells her that it wasn't just a one time thing. then out of nowhere he decides to tell her that he's really a freakin player or a wannabe player at least. and then goes around telling people that she was completely crushed because he doesn't like her. Get a grip asshole..the only reason she was remotely upset was because you fucking play mind games and can't give a straight answer to her or yourself...dumbass!
ugh, people piss me off...but anyways
yeah things are sucky right now. but i'm soo happy. i wish i could begin to explain. it's like i feel like there are a million things that are bothering me right now and a million and one things that could be breaking my heart. and yet, i'm still so happy. like i walk around with a smile on my face and realize that things that usually bother the fuck outta me...really just don't matter. it's weird, i must admit. very very weird.
i guess that's all i have to say because my class is almost over and such. But anyways leave a comment or two for me. maybe i'll feel important =P
why do we always seem to want what we can't have
i guess that's a minor statement.
i sit in this communication class that seems to go on forever. i'm pretty much surrounded by a ton of people that i don't know and probably never really will get the opportunity to know. and i still dont know if that bothers me. like, the fact that i don't know people here...i don't know if that makes me angry or upset or if i really am just nonchalant about it all.
either way it still sucks.
i'm sick of the weather being so shitty in the morning i feel like i'm stuck in alaska or something when i wake up. it blows
so i have to go to and eye doctor's appt. tonight. that's good. maybe i'll be able to see for a while.
i'm so freakin tired of not doing anything with my life. maybe that doesn't make too much sense but it's the truth. i work, i sleep, i go to school and whenever i get the chance i hang out with elena. god do i hope that never goes away, i'd be lost without her..
i wish i did something exciting though. i also wish that boys weren't so damn stupid.
for example. i start to like someone, he makes me believe that i have a really great chance and then a week later, he doesnt know what the hell he wants. wonderful guy..
also, one minute, a guy likes a girl. he decides that he doesn't want to just be friends...he wants there to be something with her. he tells her that it wasn't just a one time thing. then out of nowhere he decides to tell her that he's really a freakin player or a wannabe player at least. and then goes around telling people that she was completely crushed because he doesn't like her. Get a grip asshole..the only reason she was remotely upset was because you fucking play mind games and can't give a straight answer to her or yourself...dumbass!
ugh, people piss me off...but anyways
yeah things are sucky right now. but i'm soo happy. i wish i could begin to explain. it's like i feel like there are a million things that are bothering me right now and a million and one things that could be breaking my heart. and yet, i'm still so happy. like i walk around with a smile on my face and realize that things that usually bother the fuck outta me...really just don't matter. it's weird, i must admit. very very weird.
i guess that's all i have to say because my class is almost over and such. But anyways leave a comment or two for me. maybe i'll feel important =P
why do we always seem to want what we can't have