*...nothing compares to you...*

[doyouevennotice]

so yah know, it's kinda weird how i have all these fears and i get told that they become reality, but they don't. they don't come close. reality has become so good. i start to regret every reason i was ever afraid to begin with. maybe it was PMS...i mean i did have to deal with that for a couple weeks (sorry to my male friends reading this) maybe i do get irrational at times like that. but that three weeks was hell for me. nobody understands...lol. anyways, maybe i had no reason to doubt anything. maybe we are so beyond anything i had ever hoped we'd be. maybe we're perfect just the way we are. it sucks that all this bullshit had to happen, and it was all pointless. good two days.

'...I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart...'
-Meet Joe Black

i wish i woulda known we could have had sex =D