home is where the heart is
..and my heart isnt here.
i cant begin to explain to you what im feeling.
i just feel sick to my stomach all the time.
and the worst was coming back here after break.
worst feeling ever.
i feel like every time i go home, i just have to say goodbye to everything all over again.
less than 3 weeks.
december 19.
could not come fast enough.
i always feel like im wishing away time.
i dont want to do that.
i want to enjoy this.. and to be happy.
and i dont want to countdown anymore.
and i dont want to wish that the days would just disappear.
and im sick of sleeping ALL the time.
even when i went home, i didnt go out. well because i was sick, but i just wanted to sleep anyways.
something is wrong.
i want to fix it.
but how?
...
love love love
i cant begin to explain to you what im feeling.
i just feel sick to my stomach all the time.
and the worst was coming back here after break.
worst feeling ever.
i feel like every time i go home, i just have to say goodbye to everything all over again.
less than 3 weeks.
december 19.
could not come fast enough.
i always feel like im wishing away time.
i dont want to do that.
i want to enjoy this.. and to be happy.
and i dont want to countdown anymore.
and i dont want to wish that the days would just disappear.
and im sick of sleeping ALL the time.
even when i went home, i didnt go out. well because i was sick, but i just wanted to sleep anyways.
something is wrong.
i want to fix it.
but how?
...
love love love