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so ive been terribly sick. i havent had this bad of a sore throat in such a long time. i hate it. i havent been to school in the past 2 days. i hate missing school because there is always so much to catch up on. yuck. and i am losing my 5 free days. so now im done to 3 more before i have to take finals. im saving them until the end.. or unless for some reason i am going to die and i need to stay home..
ive slept so much in the past 2 days i think im caught up on all my sleep. its a nice feeling.
i got my hair cut. more layers. it looks cute.
im thinking alot nowadays. its crazy. i think im just trying to pull everything in my past together. im realizing that in 7 months from now, im not going to be here. i will have a new home. 7 hours away. i guess i just dont want to leave anything behind unfinished.
i think once spring break comes, life will start getting crazy. i will have to take placement tests. orientation. shopping. im gonna want to go to minnesota alot just to get used to it. know where im going before i get there. im just nervous like that. and i have to be ready or else i will drive myself up the wall.
i want to do many things this summer.. i hope it doesnt go by too fast.
why am i thinking so far ahead? i dont know. its making me crazy. i need to stop thinking for like an hour. maybe ill become sane again. maybe.
ah.
love love love
ive slept so much in the past 2 days i think im caught up on all my sleep. its a nice feeling.
i got my hair cut. more layers. it looks cute.
im thinking alot nowadays. its crazy. i think im just trying to pull everything in my past together. im realizing that in 7 months from now, im not going to be here. i will have a new home. 7 hours away. i guess i just dont want to leave anything behind unfinished.
i think once spring break comes, life will start getting crazy. i will have to take placement tests. orientation. shopping. im gonna want to go to minnesota alot just to get used to it. know where im going before i get there. im just nervous like that. and i have to be ready or else i will drive myself up the wall.
i want to do many things this summer.. i hope it doesnt go by too fast.
why am i thinking so far ahead? i dont know. its making me crazy. i need to stop thinking for like an hour. maybe ill become sane again. maybe.
ah.
love love love