Aug 02, 2005 12:02
so its august and that makes me sort of depressed, because august = school. and school = dreadful.
this past week has been crazy. lots and lots and lots of crying. sometimes life is so unexpectful and so sad. its horrible. there arent many truly good people in world, and one is gone now. its so sad, because he's been around since i was 3, like a part of my family. he was so wonderful, and always happy to see anybody and always willing to help out. i feel so bad for everyone. my mom has been so sad, i dont like when my mom is sad.. or jessica or anybody in her family.. i love them all too much.
im going to iowa then minnesota on thurs. morning. exciting i guess. im just happy to get out of here for a couple days. anddd there is probably at least one sonic on the way and i want to go there so bad and just try their food (dessert).
love love love
i swear, im just supposed to be here. i dont know why but im just supposed to. this is just right. it works. we work.