yesssssssss!!!!!!!
i had the best fucking christmas i have ever had.
appreciation. glee. peace. fun. laughter. warmth. love.
every gift i gave excited me to no end. seeing the joy on those faces was contagious. Moments like these make working hard feel 210% better.
i was my excitement grew with every gift i opened. there was not a single gift that i wasn't overjoyed to recieve. VERY MUCH APPRECIATED.
I'm living in my own apartment now and am overjoyed, put at peace and completely satisfied that i have my own space with which to do whatever i please. and oh boy do i have plans.
There is a storage space that is decently sized. i think storage is the most worthless thing ever (if you're going to have it, you should use it. or you shouldn't have it) so i'm going to turn the space (aside from the corner my christmas tree will occupy) into a fucking DARKROOM!!!!!!!
other awesome plans include: a sewing corner, a computer area, a reading area and a fucking keyboard spot. maximum utilization of every inch. this will be the greatest fortress of solitude yet. I also want to have a drafting desk like the one in caroline in the city.
this is all even more amazing because of the contrast of a couple of weeks ago when i could feel myself slowly starting to slip into a drone state, while wanting to flee from everything in my life. I'm staying and improving and it's fucking wonderful.
i hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. i sure was glad it wrapped up the way it did. Glow of Continuity.
appreciation. glee. peace. fun. laughter. warmth. love.
every gift i gave excited me to no end. seeing the joy on those faces was contagious. Moments like these make working hard feel 210% better.
i was my excitement grew with every gift i opened. there was not a single gift that i wasn't overjoyed to recieve. VERY MUCH APPRECIATED.
I'm living in my own apartment now and am overjoyed, put at peace and completely satisfied that i have my own space with which to do whatever i please. and oh boy do i have plans.
There is a storage space that is decently sized. i think storage is the most worthless thing ever (if you're going to have it, you should use it. or you shouldn't have it) so i'm going to turn the space (aside from the corner my christmas tree will occupy) into a fucking DARKROOM!!!!!!!
other awesome plans include: a sewing corner, a computer area, a reading area and a fucking keyboard spot. maximum utilization of every inch. this will be the greatest fortress of solitude yet. I also want to have a drafting desk like the one in caroline in the city.
this is all even more amazing because of the contrast of a couple of weeks ago when i could feel myself slowly starting to slip into a drone state, while wanting to flee from everything in my life. I'm staying and improving and it's fucking wonderful.
i hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. i sure was glad it wrapped up the way it did. Glow of Continuity.