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Currently I am: WORKING.
Slash Reading this Religion book Robbie got me for Christmas. It's pretty good, I'm learning about all the different religions and its fascinating how similar they all are.
I am working SO MUCH. everyday other than Christmas eve and Christmas. Im making bank so thats good, but at the end of the day its like I dont have the energy to do anything except lay on the couch with Rob. I went to Dan's one night which was pretty fun, got to see most of the gang but I hope to see everyone else pretty soon.
Robs parents pretty much suck. I feel really bad for him because all they do is nag him and he is such a good kid it really isn't fair. It is going to be difficult to leave him again to go back to school, but I know I have matured in our relationship (which was needed). I have developed him into a pretty insecure person after what I did...he gets sad sometimes and begs me not to change into something I am not. The guilt is unimaginable. Long distance relationships are tough...but in the end fate is all we have to rely on. I know no-one on this earth could ever treat me better/understand me the way he does. I cant push that to the back of my head anymore.
I am going to pick up Caroline from the airport today with Lindsay. She called and asked if I wanted to accompany her and its like eh, what the heck.
Here I am getting sucked back into that situation. I'm kind of a weak person. I need to work on that instead of these damn fruit arrangements.
all you need is LOVE.
Slash Reading this Religion book Robbie got me for Christmas. It's pretty good, I'm learning about all the different religions and its fascinating how similar they all are.
I am working SO MUCH. everyday other than Christmas eve and Christmas. Im making bank so thats good, but at the end of the day its like I dont have the energy to do anything except lay on the couch with Rob. I went to Dan's one night which was pretty fun, got to see most of the gang but I hope to see everyone else pretty soon.
Robs parents pretty much suck. I feel really bad for him because all they do is nag him and he is such a good kid it really isn't fair. It is going to be difficult to leave him again to go back to school, but I know I have matured in our relationship (which was needed). I have developed him into a pretty insecure person after what I did...he gets sad sometimes and begs me not to change into something I am not. The guilt is unimaginable. Long distance relationships are tough...but in the end fate is all we have to rely on. I know no-one on this earth could ever treat me better/understand me the way he does. I cant push that to the back of my head anymore.
I am going to pick up Caroline from the airport today with Lindsay. She called and asked if I wanted to accompany her and its like eh, what the heck.
Here I am getting sucked back into that situation. I'm kind of a weak person. I need to work on that instead of these damn fruit arrangements.
all you need is LOVE.