Oct 21, 2006 21:13
I am here in town, hometown, much love Staffy- I miss it lots- Well I miss high school a bunch. Getting my brother all ready and seeing his date and her sparkly dress brought moisture to my eyes. While taking pictures my brother didnt know what to do with his hands so they just kinda stood there awkwardly ha. I miss that innocence...
I do not like Radford. At first is was new and exciting but now it's wreckless reputation is clealy visible. It would be so easy to sink your feet too deep in the ground, and never be able to get loose. The drugs, DRINKING, nonstop party- I have too much to lose. I will not get stuck in southern Virginia where the hicks reside. Radford has helped me to find a lot about who I am and what I am going to be when I'm finally content with myself. A city girl for sure, who isn't as party crazy as she thought she was. School is for me, I want to be educated and know as much as I can in this life, for knowledge is power. I don't want to wish my life away, but I can't wait to leave that school permanently. Its a good thing the classes are so easy...
GMU? CNU? Salisbury? Shit I am desperate at this point. I am lost in my own world and need to streer myself to the next gas station and ask for directions.