My Weekends!
Omg Im ALWAYS sooo tired i cant stand it. Well anywho schools going pretty stupid right now i have no idea whats going on with my English class and Biology is just kicking my ass. Its alot of memorizing and it sucks. Last weekend i got no sleep what so ever. I went to Ferris thursday to surprise Kevin but it didn't work someone told him on accident that i was coming. But boy was he happy to see me as much as i was to see him. I have soo much strong feelings for him. So he made me dinner and we went to bed. Friday we drove to Alpena cause he coaches hockey and i had a blast. I loved every minute of it. He dressed up as Ron Burgandy and he looked good. lol. But other than that. We went to the games, swimming, and out to eat. I loved the team there just fun, cool guys. But when it was time to leave Sunday from the hotel i felt sick to my stomach and just got completely depressed!!! I started crying on the car ride home. Lying around at Ferris made it worse i HATE leaving him. He got sad too. But when i was leaving i couldnt hold it back any longer and i told him i loved him.. It got pretty silent after that. i felt so stupid. He couldnt/didnt say anything! Finally, he told me he's gonna miss me and to call him when I'm driving if i get bored. I still dont know what to do! I feel stupid and we talked about it and everything i know how he feels about me. And he really likes me and the feelings are strong. Then why doesnt he love me back?? So now i dont know what to do or what to exspect. Which sucks..
Now this weekend im going to state to see KT. Hangout with Lo and Allison which i havent seen these girls in forever! And then heading to Kev's hotel or I'll hopefully be seeing him all Saturday. I miss him always and its sooo lonely without seeing him everyday!
That's it im at work like always and i have school and then tanning and homework. Life is definetly exciting! lol. Its not bad i just wish i got to have fun like i used to. LATER!