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I really hate this feeling of really wanting something I can't have. It's so in my reach, I can taste it right there if only I could.... uh!!!!! It's the most frustrating thing ever! That and trying to write these damn fucking papers! I hate essays. Hate hate hate essays. This new online class I am taking is hard. It is really time demanding. I am in the mood for some dancing. Well not right this minute but I have been wanting to get on it for a while. Up on it up on it. For all of you who don't know that means getting fucked up. I love being the party girl I missed out on being. All my friends are great. They are. The Fish Daddy crew has been won derful. Except for last night when I cried because I just really wnat that thing I cant have. You don't understand. I could have it if I wnated it, but no. Oh no. Oh no no no. I haven't wanted someone this bad in a while. Oh welll....lets not talk about this.