Apr 04, 2003 00:54
So it seemed like all day I was in a "hate my life" cranky not happy mood. yeah but despite that i still had some fun, I am way too loud time to work on that. DDR at the Hennings for like three hours after the bike ride there I hate not being able to drive, it makes me feel like such a loser.... oh wait I am such a loser.) Well mike your fat don't eat so much ice cream.... I wish i was fat?? Well bowling alley was alright I was still not happy?? And now I am still not happy, I just feel really down....I FEEL like I am scum and that I dont matter to anybody and that I never will. I just hope I wake up tomorrow in a better mood, and hopefully I will sleep better then I have been lately. Well goodnight.