bah humbug
a lots been up lately...
rebecca got shipped out a couple weeks ago out of no where... so sean and i are really fucked over... she said shed leave us money but she didnt... sean had to use his entire paycheck to pay our rent and he says he can afford to do that but it sucks to immediately be out of money... so we have a couple of options...
1. wait for rebecca
now, i thought that we could rely on her and that she would always be honest with us and everything would follow through... but after all of the things ive heard she said about me and things she said that turned out to be lies... thats kind of tough to do... sean says that it sounds like she wont use her bh to help us... but she told me she would... but she was also supposed to leave checks of her share for us too...
2. get another room mate
i dont know anyone who would want to move into a 2 bedroom apartment with both bedrooms taken
3. break our lease and go somewhere cheaper
just breaking the lease would cost 3000 dollars
4. get a second job and keep struggling though
i dont know about this option... i hate working so much and i cant imagine working even more... but i really dont want to move... i dont like to do it...
well thats the technical stuff... but sean has really been upsetting me lately... i never see him and everytime he calls me he hangs up at the end and doesnt say good bye... i HATE that
im in such denial im not stressed about all of this though... i dont have any time to worry...
i open work now... and they have me back at georgetown... it really sucks to open... maybe 5 people come in all day and i just read tabloids... if it wasnt from 9a-6p this would be great... but since its so long time goes by very VERY slowly...
well i have to go and close work tonight... im in brownsburg so i have to head out of here... tomorrow is a much needed day off but i have family stuff all day...
i need to find some time for all the friends ive ended up neglecting im sorry ladies you know i love you
someone kill me please,
Samantha
ps... aaron please dont say 'i told you so'
rebecca got shipped out a couple weeks ago out of no where... so sean and i are really fucked over... she said shed leave us money but she didnt... sean had to use his entire paycheck to pay our rent and he says he can afford to do that but it sucks to immediately be out of money... so we have a couple of options...
1. wait for rebecca
now, i thought that we could rely on her and that she would always be honest with us and everything would follow through... but after all of the things ive heard she said about me and things she said that turned out to be lies... thats kind of tough to do... sean says that it sounds like she wont use her bh to help us... but she told me she would... but she was also supposed to leave checks of her share for us too...
2. get another room mate
i dont know anyone who would want to move into a 2 bedroom apartment with both bedrooms taken
3. break our lease and go somewhere cheaper
just breaking the lease would cost 3000 dollars
4. get a second job and keep struggling though
i dont know about this option... i hate working so much and i cant imagine working even more... but i really dont want to move... i dont like to do it...
well thats the technical stuff... but sean has really been upsetting me lately... i never see him and everytime he calls me he hangs up at the end and doesnt say good bye... i HATE that
im in such denial im not stressed about all of this though... i dont have any time to worry...
i open work now... and they have me back at georgetown... it really sucks to open... maybe 5 people come in all day and i just read tabloids... if it wasnt from 9a-6p this would be great... but since its so long time goes by very VERY slowly...
well i have to go and close work tonight... im in brownsburg so i have to head out of here... tomorrow is a much needed day off but i have family stuff all day...
i need to find some time for all the friends ive ended up neglecting im sorry ladies you know i love you
someone kill me please,
Samantha
ps... aaron please dont say 'i told you so'