It's about 3/4 rant...just warning ya
Sooooo yea. Not terribly in the mood to write currently but I will try...I owe it to ya Manda and your very long lj entry! ;)
So not a ton going on in life currently. Halloween was much fun and way too much candy was eaten. Pics on Facebook.
Mainly still trying to find a job...which may I say is a real bitch of a process. It's a lot harder than I thought it would be to get a job. Very hard to find a entry level job, b/c everyone wants someone w/experience...how am I suppose to get that experience if no one is willing to hire me to begin with?? Really I'd take about anything at this point to just be able to get something. Because between my parents constant nagging over it and my growing frustration it's getting hard. It's not that I'm mad at my parents over wanting me to get a job, b/c I very much want that too...but at times the constant lectures about how I need one so I can get health insurance, pay bills, etc....drives me up a wall. I just nod and agree, but really I just want to scream at times. I know they're looking out for me and really do have my best interests in mind and I appreciate and love them for that, but just backoff once in a while.
I've went to job fairs, watching the classified ads in the newspaper, and spend hours a day online trying to find something that I'd be qualified at that could actually lead me somewhere into a career. Sometimes I think I'm too choosey...and probably at the beginning of the search I was, not anymore and still I'm having very little luck.
At times I'm so frustrated I just want to get in my car and drive off to some place...any place. Many days I just put on a happy face but really I'm so angry and tired of all the shit.
I would also really like to get out of this house. Mostly b/c I'd say I'm having a hard time adjusting back to being at home. Having to tell my parents what I'm also going to do and where I'm going. Not just picking up w/my friends randomly at 11 at night to do some Krispy Kreme run or just random crap. I feel stuck out in the boonies most of the time, so far away from people. I can't just pick up and leave b/c it's takes awhile to get to anyone I know and gas is hella expensive!! I just miss going and doing random things w/my friends. Coming down to money again...don't have much so mostly just end up staying in being alone and certainly don't have money to move out so I'm stuck. Blahhh, I hate being so depressing. Sorry.
Sorta wish I had boyfriend...I'm not one to complain about my love life or lack thereof. Just sorta want one...I'm 22 and I've never had one and I'm not upset about that or anything; I'd like to try it out and see what it's like. Cute guys...I'm avalible ;) Though I do have lots of girlfriends/lovers and a wife...so ya gotta learn to deal w/that.
Sorry this is turning into one big rant and anyway...I don't care if ya'll end up skipping over all that...but it sorta helps to write about it. I could go on about other things currently bugging me...but I'll save those little treats for later. And if anyone has any and I do mean any suggestions about a job *don't care what type* let me know!!
Anyway lifes pretty boring....I would love to take up some random class in the area but I don't know where to look for something interesting. Anyone have suggestions? Oh and cheap too...probably couldn't do anything till I get a job, but I'm on the look out either way.
TV...ahhh sweet sweet tv. I do love it so.
My house smells funny...damn carpet got cleaned.
Stupid Guitar Hero...I want it soooo bad...stop showing commercials for it!!
Anyway...that's about all for me....next time I'll try to cut down on any ranting and hopefully give ya'll something more interesting to read. Laters!
Did I beat your's Manda? It looks pretty long to me...better watch out ;) Dammit no...damn yours was long.
Bob sends his love out to all the ladies ;)
So not a ton going on in life currently. Halloween was much fun and way too much candy was eaten. Pics on Facebook.
Mainly still trying to find a job...which may I say is a real bitch of a process. It's a lot harder than I thought it would be to get a job. Very hard to find a entry level job, b/c everyone wants someone w/experience...how am I suppose to get that experience if no one is willing to hire me to begin with?? Really I'd take about anything at this point to just be able to get something. Because between my parents constant nagging over it and my growing frustration it's getting hard. It's not that I'm mad at my parents over wanting me to get a job, b/c I very much want that too...but at times the constant lectures about how I need one so I can get health insurance, pay bills, etc....drives me up a wall. I just nod and agree, but really I just want to scream at times. I know they're looking out for me and really do have my best interests in mind and I appreciate and love them for that, but just backoff once in a while.
I've went to job fairs, watching the classified ads in the newspaper, and spend hours a day online trying to find something that I'd be qualified at that could actually lead me somewhere into a career. Sometimes I think I'm too choosey...and probably at the beginning of the search I was, not anymore and still I'm having very little luck.
At times I'm so frustrated I just want to get in my car and drive off to some place...any place. Many days I just put on a happy face but really I'm so angry and tired of all the shit.
I would also really like to get out of this house. Mostly b/c I'd say I'm having a hard time adjusting back to being at home. Having to tell my parents what I'm also going to do and where I'm going. Not just picking up w/my friends randomly at 11 at night to do some Krispy Kreme run or just random crap. I feel stuck out in the boonies most of the time, so far away from people. I can't just pick up and leave b/c it's takes awhile to get to anyone I know and gas is hella expensive!! I just miss going and doing random things w/my friends. Coming down to money again...don't have much so mostly just end up staying in being alone and certainly don't have money to move out so I'm stuck. Blahhh, I hate being so depressing. Sorry.
Sorta wish I had boyfriend...I'm not one to complain about my love life or lack thereof. Just sorta want one...I'm 22 and I've never had one and I'm not upset about that or anything; I'd like to try it out and see what it's like. Cute guys...I'm avalible ;) Though I do have lots of girlfriends/lovers and a wife...so ya gotta learn to deal w/that.
Sorry this is turning into one big rant and anyway...I don't care if ya'll end up skipping over all that...but it sorta helps to write about it. I could go on about other things currently bugging me...but I'll save those little treats for later. And if anyone has any and I do mean any suggestions about a job *don't care what type* let me know!!
Anyway lifes pretty boring....I would love to take up some random class in the area but I don't know where to look for something interesting. Anyone have suggestions? Oh and cheap too...probably couldn't do anything till I get a job, but I'm on the look out either way.
TV...ahhh sweet sweet tv. I do love it so.
My house smells funny...damn carpet got cleaned.
Stupid Guitar Hero...I want it soooo bad...stop showing commercials for it!!
Anyway...that's about all for me....next time I'll try to cut down on any ranting and hopefully give ya'll something more interesting to read. Laters!
Did I beat your's Manda? It looks pretty long to me...better watch out ;) Dammit no...damn yours was long.
Bob sends his love out to all the ladies ;)