still awake
damn coffee i feel like telling a sad and depressing story from my childhood, so hear it goes...
picture it belle chasse 1995...
my 10th birthday party. a big one in your life when your so little. youve reached the double digits and youre getting bigger and older and all that. i didnt have any friends whatsoever in grade school. they were all dicks and bitches anyway. so i invited the only three friends that i had. they lived on my street like 2houses down from me in any direction. my dad was living in mexico at this point so so far it was just me and my mom. now i should tell you the way our family does birthdays is for kids, there are 2 parties, one for family alone and one for friends. this was the one for just friends. and you know what happened...i'm sure you can guess.
you're right
i spent my tenth birthday alone with my mom and my little infant brother because noone wanted to come to my party which was gonna be the shit. my mom felt really bad for me but what could she do.
i turned into a double digit human being all by myself...that must've had an effect on me in some way because i definitely remember that birthday more than alot of the others.
i'm not writing this to pull a sympathy card i'm just talking out of my ass cuz i can't sleep...i'm waaay too nervous about this midterm.
and there is a point i guess and its pretty obvious. dont ditch your friends. if they were your friends you'd stick by them. my ''friends'' didn't do such a good job with that and that's just not cool to do to someone.
anyways i'm sure i'll update later on...i'm starting to get back into the livejournal thing yay!!!
picture it belle chasse 1995...
my 10th birthday party. a big one in your life when your so little. youve reached the double digits and youre getting bigger and older and all that. i didnt have any friends whatsoever in grade school. they were all dicks and bitches anyway. so i invited the only three friends that i had. they lived on my street like 2houses down from me in any direction. my dad was living in mexico at this point so so far it was just me and my mom. now i should tell you the way our family does birthdays is for kids, there are 2 parties, one for family alone and one for friends. this was the one for just friends. and you know what happened...i'm sure you can guess.
you're right
i spent my tenth birthday alone with my mom and my little infant brother because noone wanted to come to my party which was gonna be the shit. my mom felt really bad for me but what could she do.
i turned into a double digit human being all by myself...that must've had an effect on me in some way because i definitely remember that birthday more than alot of the others.
i'm not writing this to pull a sympathy card i'm just talking out of my ass cuz i can't sleep...i'm waaay too nervous about this midterm.
and there is a point i guess and its pretty obvious. dont ditch your friends. if they were your friends you'd stick by them. my ''friends'' didn't do such a good job with that and that's just not cool to do to someone.
anyways i'm sure i'll update later on...i'm starting to get back into the livejournal thing yay!!!