i'm done
i saw the shining tonight on the big screen and i must say i've seen it tons of times but seeing it on the big screen realy revived the movie for me... and then i'll go in september to watch clockwork orange but thats not for another month. i'm not sure what i am or what my life has anything to do with the rest of the world its pointless i feel like theres a gap in my life now... theres something that i lack i dont know what it is... i can honestly say that i've been hurt by people this summer and i'm sure i've hurt some too.. if your one i apologize. what i dont get about myself is that despite the fact that there are people who hurt me whether knowingly or not i still try to pretend that nothings the matter and that everythings all fine i try to maintain friendships that obviously are difficult to hold together... anyway i'm tired i've got to move tomorrow i hope i find what i am at tulane...