Her whisper is the Lucifer;

Sep 12, 2010 22:33

i ~rly like~ my cousin's son.
his name is elton but i like to call him lele because there's less chance of me pronouncing his name wrongly.

he has twin brothers!
one's called elvin and the other's called elvis and they're like... two months old.
too small for me to carry :O

there was this little boy at Siglap food centre sitting behind me in the baby chair and he turned around and his mouth went from :| to :D.

OKAY STOP THAT FACE PRISCILLA LIEW.

i want to stop, stop forever but now there's an obstruction, an obstruction present forever. i can't go on, because the only reason why i'd go on is because of this obstruction. it's a selfish obstruction, i can't just go on because i'd be bringing everyone, everything down if i go on but i can't stop. i don't think i can stop in time this time and i hope i won't crash into the obstruction. i hope it's just an obstacle like how it almost always is, but i'm scared for once because i don't want to repeat this year ever again. i swear to God i'm growing madder by the day, i swear there will be a day when it's not me who speaks, but a completely different persona because i hope to God i won't see the obstruction again, for my own selfish reasons. it's all in a jumble but i really feel really bad now because i can't freely express myself anymore, and i'm tired of hiding, i'm tired of trying to camouflage myself in a jungle of girls, but at the same time i hope i will never be exposed because nobody wants to see the monster inside of me. i would like to do something that hurts, but someone would look at me, with eyes that i want to run away from, so i guess i have to settle for ink on my skin and broken thoughts for my mind.
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